trembling with fear.

love you cyl.

it's a crazy world we live in. and crazy things happen.
and i'm one crazy bastard.

because we will always never have enough time.

My one true regret in my life till date is the absence of a companion who can share my joy and sorrows through this 'intelligising' period of maturation into a young adult, and a process of a greater understanding of the workings of our society - particularly on a personal note, how 'individualism' is actually a tough act to 'portray'.

bets off

end of the road for u dude.
it's win, lose or draw. but it always seems like a loss to me.
can u imagine that?
let there be love.

500 days of...

i wish one day, we can go to ikea together.
watching tv together in the living room,
eating the food u cooked in the kitchen,
spending quality time together in the bedroom, where we will talk about anything under the sun.

Pain Management

Ankylosing Spondylitis.
Don't let it be a burden, just remember it's a lifelong thing.
Don't fear it, live harmoniously with it by managing it well.
Don't be lazy, do stretching exercises everyday to reduce the pain.
Fight it, and beat it, and live a normal life just like any others.
That's a promise.

I guess it's weird but, though we haven't kept in contact for years, it still hurts to know that our friendship can't be rekindled.
I probably haven't done much as a friend, maybe that's why.
Whatever the case, I give u my blessings.
Live well and love well sj.

bleng lost his hp - byebye nokia e71

i always thought losing a handphone would attract some fair amount of attention.
apparently not.
no one bothered to ask about it on msn.
u probably learn something from that - always put self before others.

Cath, it seems that u live in someone else's dream
so Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by
Ruby, Ruby, Ruby, Ruby!

it was at the same macs.
but with a different background, and a different companion today.
i think i saw her.
but as an outsider, a spectator,
so much willing and wishing to step into her life once again.
but i guess it was not to be.
all i can do is turn, and leave.

the wooden bench/table
the corridors
ice cold beer
i kept looking out for u, what an idiot.

eh, blackle?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pq-yP7mb8UE

the intro's just cool, captivating.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IakDItZ7f7Q

hugh laurie, no?
nice song, funny mv.

its amazing how time flies.
but when i walk the path we used to walk
together,
the blood rushes
the memories flood back
it seems like u have only left
yesterday.
so when will tomorrow bring the feelings back again?

Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgiastic future that year by year recedes before us.
It eluded us then, but that's no matter-
tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms further...And one fine morning -
So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.
F.Scott Fitgerald, The Great Gatsby

the enemy is anybody who's going to get u killed,
no matter which side he's on.
joseph heller, catch-22

a book for your notes and scribbles,
an organiser for u to keep track of things,
a pouch to keep the cards,
a pen for the forgetful u to jot down notes,
sweets to keep u awake during lectures,
eyedrops to keep your contacts clean, infection free,
lipbalm to keep dry, chipped lips away.

i wish i can give more than that.